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[Jan. 8th, 2010|09:44 pm] |
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we've talked about it for countless of times and i'm fucking sick of it. you kept making the same mistakes that you promised not to do again. sometimes i wished i could have some faith in you and believe you when you said you would change for the better.
maybe it's not you.
it had been me all along. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|07:07 pm] |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|10:09 pm] |
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mom was right all along. 'don't get too caught up with each other. you will suffer when he leaves for NS' that's what she said and it's fucking true. he's off on the plane to surabaya now for 4 days and i'm still stuck in singapore. i really don't know what to do now. i shouldn't have been so in love with him. i shouldn't have cared so much about him. after all that we've done, it just hurt me so much when he leaves. i should just shut myself till he comes back.
you promised to call but you just left a goodbye message. if i didn't sent you the message first, i doubt i'll get anything from you. |
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